Wednesday, December 7, 2011

jiwa kaca. kacau.

i'm happy because...
dah habis study. tinggal practical, dekat Ipoh. without any problem.
*amin*
i'm sad because...
terasa diri yang derhaka ni macam beban dekat parent who will always be there for me.
i'm sad because...
malu nak berdepan dengan ayah, ibu.
i'm sad because...
ibu cakap Angah belikan dia motor baru, with his 1st gaji. bila dengar macam tu, aku tanya kat diri sendiri. aku? currently belum ada apa-apa sumbangan pun kat family. terasa diri tak berguna.
i'm sad because...
homesick, and i want you to go back with me.
i'm sad because...
you sacrifice yourself, your time for me.
i'm sad because...
bukan sebab kaki melecet, tapi sebab fikir awak yang bekerja; untuk kita.
i'm sad because...
we have to live this way.
i'm afraid...
if apa yang kita rancang tak menjadi.
the main reason, why i'm sad, i'm afraid, it is because I have to think about...
the probability that you will go away far from me, which something that i really can't handle right now.

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